Ya that's Oki ,, I can't really forgive or like her either idk I just feel like it wasn't her place and she was so mean ,, but she's a good friend to you so that's all that matters

NO NOT RENIRA ?? THE PERSON WHO MESSAGED ME THROUGH YOUR PIN

It's Oki DW

Btw ,, zen goes by they//them on the doc you put he//him

Also tell Toby I said sorry ,, I shouldn't have called him diddly even if it was a joke and the person who tried to reality check me o don't remember who but I was really aggressive BC I don't accept it from anyone other than you I'm sorry SOBSS

https://pin.it/4UnFXWOh5 IF YOU NEED ME THERES MY PIN DONT DIE VRO !! I'm also breaking all contact with ran and the others , I said goodbye and thanked them for being my friend ! So that's good yis yis ? Also I'm watching tpn !! Ray reminds me of you ,,, EMO /J

Yes sir ! 🫡 I do know I need to learn to detach from my kins , a double isn't gonna kill me , maybe they will , if I ever need a reality check I'll just come to you , for some reason I accept it more when it's you and I'm sorry I STRUGGLE TO BREAK CONTACT BC WHAT IF SOMEONE NEEDS ME OR THEY LOSE EVERYTHING AND NEED SOMEONE TO VENT I DON'T WANNA ABANDON PEOPLLEEE SOBBSS anyways ,, if you ever need to talk or just wanna update me on your life feel free to message me on pin ^^ I won't message first dww I'd be happy to hear you talk about your life and how it's improving ! So you can always message me even if it's " haha I won the lottery [censored] you you poor loser " bai bai yumii , and I swear I'll try my hardest to detach from characters and socialise so I can become a good brother one day , ioka 🤓

IM SORRYY DONT JUMP MEEE

Also I'm probably being delusional but you had a jokey tone and I'm happy BC that means you don't want me burnt at the steak 🥹

Pls don't squer squere squewer ifk the spelling squewer me I'm sorry I replied so quick I'm at college with nothing to do IM NOR ARGUING don't kill me ,,,,

WHAT THE HELL IT DID ONLY SEND ONCE

yea i fucking expected u to answer not even 2 hours after i sent it

It sent twice I'm actually killing myself

Hello , a response to your doc , I agree , we were both victims and I do apologise , I am well aware that during our friendship I was extremely mentally ill , you were too . I really am sorry that I influenced you to do negative things really it wasn't my intention , and I know you didn't intend to isolate me , even if our friendship ended horribly , I do cherish our time together , you truly were my best friend and I'm so grateful for you , you helped me and I tried to help you , you loved me as a brother when I couldn't even love myself , even if we've fallen apart I do still see you as a sibling , I wish you the best , genuinely . I was upset as I thought you were doing things to hurt me when I would never want to hurt you , and as for me checking your stuff from time to time , I guess I'm worried , I can't help you anymore and I want to check you're okay ? I'm not sure why but even if we're not friends I would hate for you to suffer . I am far from perfect we both know that and I'm sorry I couldn't be the best brother , but I truly loved and cherished you yumii , and I'll forever be happy knowing I had a little brother named Kyu , also I saw you quit smoking , I'm so happy for you . That's so amazing and I'm sure it was hard , but I'm proud of you yumii ! And even if I'm a bit cautious of Toby I'm glad he's taking care of you , he seems to have had a positive impact and I'm so happy for you ! I am sorry about things I said under pressure , and I am sorry that I made you feel alone , truly , I struggle with multiple friendships and I never meant to make you feel unloved , I was and still am proud of you yumii , you're kind and protective of those you love , but you're also realistic and try to ground people , especially me , so thank you for caring . Also stop saying you're a bad person , the yumii I love could never be . You are amazing yuyu and even if we've fallen apart I want you to be happy and safe ! You were with me for 2 whole years and even tho we fell out , I wouldn't change our time together for the world , we both need to heal and maybe in the future when we're both better we could become brothers again and laugh at everything that happened , I truly did cherish you yumii and I'm happy you looked up to me even if I wasnt the best ,, have a good life yumii , and I wish you well , I truly am happy to have had a brother I absolutely adored with my whole heart and I still do .

hi kyu here, Hina if u see this, for whatever reason https://docs.google.com/document/d/1_XJBSske-5Hvx5Momn8hayZQHCentOtMafEtXeIpyDo/edit?tab=t.0 here ill be explaining everything that youve said, i wrote it all MYSELF, toby wrote none of it im defending myself as u wanted, so i expect you to defened urself too without Zen